但当我认真仔细想了过后发现我想要的东西、我渴望发生的事情和我想要的生活无一不跟金钱相关的时候我无比憎恨鄙夷自己我感到如同在挤满人的电梯里面放了一个臭屁的那种窘迫和无地自容生活压力所带来的痛苦只是一般的泛泛的而其与日益高涨的灵魂生活追求之间的矛盾才是具体的深刻的让人难以忍受的可我想不到任何解决办法伊甸园2除了日复一日地重复 努力生活像明天就是末日一样换成努力生活尽管明天自己依旧平庸但至少快乐应该要好一些吧find the joy in your life, even though life is a piece of shiiiiiiiiiit (一星扣给浓烈的铜臭味
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"My dearest Anna, I'm writing this on a Sunday night in London. If you're reading this, then you barely knew me, and may have no memory of who I am. I am your mother. You were born in an air raid in the middle of a war to two people who loved each other. Our year together in the house in the Hamsted has been the happiest of my life. Today you took your first steps. I'm so grateful that I saw you walk for the first time with your father by my side. Max, my love, you are my world. I hope you will be able to forgive me. And I hope you make it to Medicine Hat. I have a picture of it in my mind. And I pray Anna's eyes will see it. My beautiful daughter, I love you with all my heart."